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Haf to study for tomorow exam, yea. This is the very FIRST time i didn't read a word 1 day before the exam! @@ Absolutely,it is not a good feeling at all, hmm! I plan to sacrifice my sleep at first, but...but...now i felt sleepy and...i think sleeping is more important XD

Yea, i know how passive i act towards the exam this time. Ketsin n yinsin kept reminding me on that since last week:

"U had changed!"
"What happened to u!"
"U r not u!"

I dunno what happen pun eh. who can tell me up there please.


Feeling uncertain these days. seem complicated but i dunno how to settle it. i need an answer so that i know where my position is. then i can act according to what i suppose to be.i m demanding yet i felt confused. Erm, is there any clear sign to make me clear with everything please? I haf d courage to take it up, i also haf d courage to put it down.


that's all. By the way, i just need somebody listening to me, i m not emo. =)

by siawshan

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